hate

that rice krispies contains swine gelatin. oh not to forget the bloody delicious rocky road too. and we successfully ate both. banyak plak tu. why everything kene mengena dengan swine now? hopefully swine flu will not spread to UK and Malaysia. Amin.

okay, i checked the flight ticket for this sept and its unbelievably cheap. so happy lah :) i am dying to go home this raya, i don't want to spend my 3rd raya here. again. without my families.

and guess what? i still can't buy it now. u know why? because my charming boss still hasnt approve my holidays yet. even i only ask for a week. imagine it. just a week.

damn u income tax!

no no no

i should forget about my dreamt future and starting to re-plan.

oh no. again? seriously?

home

waiting and waiting. till when? i don't know. i don't have any idea.

i want to go home. i mean my real home. pls God help me decide.

i miss them. and you.

miss

its been a week now. i didn't have time (or lebih tepat lagi tiada land line phone) to call my mom. oh bubu. i am so sorry! need to call her today. miss miss miss.

oh and for the record, that stupid eircom ask us the ex-tenants new address to complete the account transfer from jervis to the greeg. wth? ingat kitorg jaga tepi kain org tu ke?

ntl is coming TODAY! yeay! bertamadun kembali kehidupan kami. :D

p/s: eircom is like telecom lah. ntl is like astro lah with internet connection. *wink
p/ss: jangan bukak surat org lain ok. LOL. (inside jokes) :P

i wanna be an archaeologist. so i can dig in the earth and find something interesting such as harta karun or dinosour skull, that will make my day. :) absolutely!

after all, i still cant decide what i really want in life, what is the most suitable work for me. which path should i follow to be happy, to be me.

i need new identity.

mess

whatever you do, dont let your heart take over your mind. u need your brain to control your heart, thats where the right and relevant decisions can be made.

well, its not easy, its actually hard. seriously, very very hard.

always

the honesty, thats what i want. goddamnit! and faith and sweet and romantic and understanding and and and

the list will continue indefinitely. okay. i admit. its me. i am the problem, either incredibly okay or completely messed up.

take it or leave it.

monday

i need tons of coffee to keep my eyes wider! and unfortunately i am fasting today. no caffeine for me. and that means, today gonna be my zombie day.

i need something to do, to keep me busy. or else, i'll be lying on my table and get my beauty sleep here. i hate when there's nothing to do and i also hate when i have something to do.

what to say? life is too complicated. never satisfied. ever.

teenagers

if just one advise i can give you, its gonna be; enjoy your school life. like seriousllyy! break the rules, have fun, make mill friends, be good, be bad and just enjoyyyy.


because the whole idea of being an adult is so overrated.